A new start

of course, the drama continues with my visa for months
summaries everything , finally got my Aus P.R , a place to live after 23 years
finally having a peace of mind that there wont be any worries on visa extension for now.

Guess I just start out, now having a foundation , a stepping stone to move on and plan ahead
; the previous experience was just part of the package ; a test ; an obstacle ; a tough one to get through.

lesson learn't, character building through out my 'adventure' and of course gratitude for my savior, the man whom stood by with me through out , my boss, Mr john.t.

thank you.

Shall update more if I can, or if any of you are still reading this :)

final step.

Over the years

I've put in everything I've have

to my very best

pride that I once had

had vapourised ; gone ; long ago

proving that their assumptions were wrong

and, myself that nothing is impossible

now that things didnt go according to plan

with uncertainty

Yes, effort's being recognise ; finally

respect gained

instead, there isnt a sense of achievement

its just neutral

this final step,

that I've sweat for this day

whereby I look forward to settle down,and start anew.

and it all just went wrong.

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Its been awhile since I wrote anything here to you ; my friends

hope all of you are well.

has been awhile

a little hope ?
sweet.

plated art.

perfect cubes.

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Been awhile since i updated anything here

was alittle busy these couple of months ever since I got back from holidays

Its how time flies so fast and its coming to the end of 2009 .

and of cos still dealing with loads of complex situation and it seems like theres has no end to it.
Some times it does feel that it is just the begining.

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take care guys. =)

Reality

Lomography : Holga BC 135

Kusu Island 09'
Tanjong park

Muar 09'

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And so Im back in the kictchen

again ; the same work, the same pressure.

It took awhile to adapt back to every aspect of my life

Suddenly all those familiar faces disappear in front of me

and thats when I realize , Im back to reality.

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Thank you all , I had a wonderful 3 weeks holiday spending good quality time with all of you. And I will try to visit all of you again. =)

to the extreme...

Pan seared scallops accompanied with blood sausages, crushed peas and red pepper coulis

Kitchen S.W.A.T team 09'
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im in my chef uniform ;

smart as it is , with my ponytail tie up

and my stripped blue apron

constantly behind time

working under extreme pressure

the long hours of sweating out ;

my determination

doing the impossibles.

well

i've had enough ; for now

its a 3 weeks break to see all my friends and family.

and i'll be back fresh again, to play this game again.

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1 more week guys, see you all soon =)

home.

And as I watch the national day parade online

here , far away from home

a part of me still feel attached to the country

where I grew up, where my family and friends are

where I called it 'home'

till the day I had to leave without a choice

It was'nt fair though

but

I still regard, Singapore

my home.

Happy 44th national day.

Salmon rillette , pickled cucumber, petit purple radish.

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And her eyes finally tells a story

she tries to hide

her true emotions

of hurt

cheated

heart broken and torn apart

petals of daisy

withered inside

but a new seed awaits

to be planted ;

to start afresh again... =)

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eugene's wedding

Blushing
Ring

Prayer

=)

Eugene's wedding cake

the only one looking

setting

quinn

kristen

happily married

colleagues

Chocolate truffles

You're on candid camera

toast

Finale

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Good chef, Nice colleague , Sincere friend

too bad he quit =(

Trapped.

breaking free ; not .

Saddness in the eyes I see
Any glimpse of hope to break free one day?
Guess not.

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'Dont give me the problem, give me the solution'
a colleague often tell me this
well, this time, I run out of solution.
fuck.

Kiany in Melbourne

Melbourne's international comedy festival
Bistro lunch

state library dondon box

Shrine of remembrance

still the same old kian ; full of stunts

St kilda beach

eureka tower

School excusion

Flinders station

Cheeseeeeeeeeeeeee

Phillip island coach

Gotcha

Grumpy

we are still boys

Koala attack

Photographer kian

Victoria Market

Grrrrrrrr

Last dinner at Port melbourne

----------------------And Kian's back to SG tomorrow morning-----------------------

Its been awhile since I last saw my friends back home

since I last had my own company

to be myself and have fun

hanging out with a friend ;an idiotic one

like what I used to do ; feeling home for that period of time

And its just how fast time flies when one's having fun

and after tomorrow ; it would just be back to the same routine again.

Least I enjoyed myself for the past few days; with a close friend back home.

Certainly I would , miss this period of time which is hard to come

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