Trapped.

breaking free ; not .

Saddness in the eyes I see
Any glimpse of hope to break free one day?
Guess not.

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'Dont give me the problem, give me the solution'
a colleague often tell me this
well, this time, I run out of solution.
fuck.

Kiany in Melbourne

Melbourne's international comedy festival
Bistro lunch

state library dondon box

Shrine of remembrance

still the same old kian ; full of stunts

St kilda beach

eureka tower

School excusion

Flinders station

Cheeseeeeeeeeeeeee

Phillip island coach

Gotcha

Grumpy

we are still boys

Koala attack

Photographer kian

Victoria Market

Grrrrrrrr

Last dinner at Port melbourne

----------------------And Kian's back to SG tomorrow morning-----------------------

Its been awhile since I last saw my friends back home

since I last had my own company

to be myself and have fun

hanging out with a friend ;an idiotic one

like what I used to do ; feeling home for that period of time

And its just how fast time flies when one's having fun

and after tomorrow ; it would just be back to the same routine again.

Least I enjoyed myself for the past few days; with a close friend back home.

Certainly I would , miss this period of time which is hard to come

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art.

Photoshoot @ work ; fresh

Dark chocolate torte with orange compote and espresso icecream
Reflection


Freshness

the best ; among the rest

my rubberband ball can break ur nose

Eyes

her eyes were sparkling

it was shining

filled with compassion

passionate as it was

it was sincere ; yes it was

it was beautiful ; boy, how pretty it was

those eyes

lit up her face and shined from the rest

yes , i do admit i was touched by those eyes

it was attractive , and yes it still is

but

that was 6 months ago ; before she ever left.

46.6 degree heat

46.6 degree heat last week and fuck yea its hot =)

Food photography ; Summer

Home made brandied duck livers pate served with cornichons

Roasted venison fillet wrapped in prosciutto accompanied with bean cassoulet and sour cherry compote

Marseilles' Bouillabaisse

Peach melba served with raspberry and peach coulis accompanied with vanilla ice cream on ciggrette paste.

Well,words spread really fast around the restaurant and to the bosses. Boss told me to burn a cd of my food photography for him and if he likes it, he might offer me a part time job to take shots for the company's website

woohoooooo ; alternative income =)

RMIT enrollment rejection ?

Duck and pork rillette with apple waldorf

Roasted herb crusted cherve crottin on a watercress beetroot salad.

Was really looking forward to get my timetable and other necessary documents on my enrollment day to start my part time sch in 2 weeks time when the officer rejected my acceptance letter even though i had all my enrollmet documents with me.

Why ?

Appearently I cant enroll as part time student even if im holding a temp business visa which allows me to live here but thats wasnt the information I got 6months ago.I was told that I can enrolled and take a part time in this course and I was being accepted in the business school with an acceptance offer letter given to me.

Fuck, now I have to do another enrollment again next week and if they reject my offer letter again, I want my hard earn money back.

Pan seared scallops with cauliflower puree and crisp proscuitto dressed with Pedro Ximenez sherry vinagrette.

Kusu island 02'

Anyway, Happy Chinese New year guys, instead of having reunion dinner and gambling session like previous years back in malaysia, I went surf boarding and fuck yea, surfing is fun. =)

afresh.

standing out ; above the rest.

for the wind will blow me somewhere new to grow

sets.

Rays upon

Sea breeze ; a temporary escape.

Withered.

In remembrance.

=)

warmth

This shield is starting to break ; with cracks appearing ; after constant challengers

The furthest i can run, beyond the sea , a temporary screen ; visualising home,with flashbacks of sweetest memories, for as long as possible

and back to reality when time is up.

Take care brothers back home. =)