Wednesday, November 3, 2010

A new start

of course, the drama continues with my visa for months
summaries everything , finally got my Aus P.R , a place to live after 23 years
finally having a peace of mind that there wont be any worries on visa extension for now.

Guess I just start out, now having a foundation , a stepping stone to move on and plan ahead
; the previous experience was just part of the package ; a test ; an obstacle ; a tough one to get through.

lesson learn't, character building through out my 'adventure' and of course gratitude for my savior, the man whom stood by with me through out , my boss, Mr john.t.

thank you.

Shall update more if I can, or if any of you are still reading this :)

Thursday, February 18, 2010

final step.

Over the years
I've put in everything I've have
to my very best
pride that I once had
had vapourised ; gone ; long ago
proving that their assumptions were wrong
and, myself that nothing is impossible
now that things didnt go according to plan
with uncertainty
Yes, effort's being recognise ; finally
respect gained
instead, there isnt a sense of achievement
its just neutral
this final step,
that I've sweat for this day
whereby I look forward to settle down,and start anew.
and it all just went wrong.
Its been awhile since I wrote anything here to you ; my friends
hope all of you are well.

Sunday, December 27, 2009

has been awhile

a little hope ?

plated art.

perfect cubes.
Been awhile since i updated anything here
was alittle busy these couple of months ever since I got back from holidays
Its how time flies so fast and its coming to the end of 2009 .
and of cos still dealing with loads of complex situation and it seems like theres has no end to it.
Some times it does feel that it is just the begining.
take care guys. =)

Sunday, October 25, 2009


Lomography : Holga BC 135
Kusu Island 09'
Tanjong park
Muar 09'
And so Im back in the kictchen
again ; the same work, the same pressure.
It took awhile to adapt back to every aspect of my life
Suddenly all those familiar faces disappear in front of me
and thats when I realize , Im back to reality.
Thank you all , I had a wonderful 3 weeks holiday spending good quality time with all of you. And I will try to visit all of you again. =)

Sunday, September 6, 2009

to the extreme...

Pan seared scallops accompanied with blood sausages, crushed peas and red pepper coulis

Kitchen S.W.A.T team 09'
im in my chef uniform ;
smart as it is , with my ponytail tie up
and my stripped blue apron
constantly behind time
working under extreme pressure
the long hours of sweating out ;
my determination
doing the impossibles.
i've had enough ; for now
its a 3 weeks break to see all my friends and family.
and i'll be back fresh again, to play this game again.
1 more week guys, see you all soon =)

Sunday, August 9, 2009


And as I watch the national day parade online
here , far away from home
a part of me still feel attached to the country
where I grew up, where my family and friends are
where I called it 'home'
till the day I had to leave without a choice
It was'nt fair though
I still regard, Singapore
my home.
Happy 44th national day.
Salmon rillette , pickled cucumber, petit purple radish.
And her eyes finally tells a story
she tries to hide
her true emotions
of hurt
heart broken and torn apart
petals of daisy
withered inside
but a new seed awaits
to be planted ;
to start afresh again... =)

Tuesday, June 2, 2009

eugene's wedding




Eugene's wedding cake

the only one looking




happily married


Chocolate truffles

You're on candid camera




Good chef, Nice colleague , Sincere friend

too bad he quit =(

Thursday, May 7, 2009


breaking free ; not .

Saddness in the eyes I see
Any glimpse of hope to break free one day?
Guess not.

'Dont give me the problem, give me the solution'
a colleague often tell me this
well, this time, I run out of solution.

Saturday, April 18, 2009

Kiany in Melbourne

Melbourne's international comedy festival
Bistro lunch
state library dondon box

Shrine of remembrance

still the same old kian ; full of stunts

St kilda beach

eureka tower

School excusion

Flinders station


Phillip island coach



we are still boys

Koala attack

Photographer kian

Victoria Market


Last dinner at Port melbourne

----------------------And Kian's back to SG tomorrow morning-----------------------

Its been awhile since I last saw my friends back home

since I last had my own company

to be myself and have fun

hanging out with a friend ;an idiotic one

like what I used to do ; feeling home for that period of time

And its just how fast time flies when one's having fun

and after tomorrow ; it would just be back to the same routine again.

Least I enjoyed myself for the past few days; with a close friend back home.

Certainly I would , miss this period of time which is hard to come